Gaffe

I had once an embarrassing blunder,

When I found myself being tender

Of someone’s love I thought so true-

But then it had made me blue.

Confused I was when he held his hand.

He vanish my worries in a flicker of wand.

I’m not too young to notice,

Nor too innocent to see

That the feelings that had been with me

Are trying to break free

There must be an answer,

I know it in my heart.

If only then my life’s a fairytale,

I would wish for this one perfect mate

That would take me home to his kingdom,

To be with him no matter what may come.

But veracity of my existence echoed.

Fool I was, my faith bestowed!

I had loved this man who took away my pain!

I had fallen in love with him- Am I insane?

I let those feeling continue,

Never thought I should subdue.

I know that there is a reason

That he will leave me all alone.

When I saw him waving goodbye,

I was smiling but deep down I cry-

Wondering why.

The moment I discovered he was not free,

I lost every piece of a shattered me.

Gentle breeze enveloped my body.

I woke up in a sudden grasping from memory.

Taking in every facet of the story,

Troubled by what I had been done.

Sometimes I pretend that the pains are all gone,

That my world has still a wonderful song,

And that nothing is wrong.

Only then that I realize, I have made a MISTAKE for falling in love again with the wrong guy.